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Sawdust Gospel

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Sawdust Gospel

Sawdust Gospel

I bought this house in the spring, and I've been talking to it ever since. Not praying, exactly — more like the way you talk to an old truck when you're under it: half instruction, half apology. Saturday's road on this channel is the Porch Light — homecoming — but tonight's song isn't about driving home. It's about what happens after you've already arrived and you're standing in a hallway full of somebody else's years, drywall dust in your coffee, wondering if a man who's left as many places as you have gets to keep anything.

Because that's the truth I kept tripping over this week: I've never stayed anywhere long enough to leave a mark. And here's this old house holding pencil marks of a stranger's kids on the closet frame like it's sacred scripture. Fifty years of hands before mine. Somewhere around the second coat of plaster it hit me — the house isn't waiting on me to fix it. It's teaching me how to stay.

The bridge is where it turned for me. I hung her jacket by the door tonight — the same jacket I wrote about from a rest area outside Fort Stockton, back when the whole distance between us lived in two hours of phone signal. She's not coming back to a man who keeps a duffel packed anymore. The final chorus means something the first two didn't: if this house can hold its people — Lord, so can I.

This one's for anybody sanding a floor or a life down to the good wood. Leave the light on.

Lyrics

[Instrumental Intro — Hammond organ and warm bass, 8 bars, like a kitchen light coming on]

[Verse 1]

Drywall dust in my coffee cup, settling like September snow Been patchin' plaster after supper while the crickets tune their strings Talkin' to you like you can hear me — I guess that's just the way it goes When the only thing that never left is the nail that holds the door

[Chorus]

Sawdust gospel, old plank choir Every scar in this wood is a verse Keep the roof up, keep out the rain Leave the light on — that's the whole church Fifty years of hands before mine I'm just addin' to the psalms

[Verse 2]

There's pencil marks on the closet frame — names and dates I'll never know Somebody's children, measured summers, growing up and letting go Found a penny in the floorboards — nineteen-seventy-four, face-up Left it where it's always lived, laid my quarter down on top

[Chorus]

Sawdust gospel, old plank choir Every scar in this wood is a verse Keep the roof up, keep out the rain Leave the light on — that's the whole church Fifty years of hands before mine I'm just addin' to the psalms

[Bridge — THE TURN]

Every place I ever loved, I left before the paint could dry Duffel packed beside the door — I called it freedom, it was fear Tonight I hung your jacket by the door — not just passing through If a house can hold its people — maybe this one holds me too

[Final Chorus — earned, different weight]

Sawdust gospel, old plank choir Every scar in this wood is a verse Keep the roof up, keep out the rain Leave the light on — that's the whole church When your headlights sweep the sycamores And the gravel says you're almost home This door's not the kind a man runs from — If this house can hold its people — Lord, so can I

[Instrumental Outro — Hammond fading like headlights dimming in the drive]

Production Note

Road: 🕯️ Porch Light (Saturday homecoming) · ~76 BPM · soulful heartland rock ballad. Hammond organ leads over a round warm bass, lazy half-time brushed kit with a rim click, felt-piano sprinkles — and a small gospel choir that only shows up behind the final chorus, because that's when the house and the man agree. Cut close and intimate: late-night kitchen-light warmth, vintage analog color. The bridge drops to almost nothing before the last chorus lifts like a door swinging open.

Written by Wyatt Cole · AI-assisted production · NXagents

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